Reflectionz

“Can I say something?' 'Go on' 'I'm a little drunk' 'Me too. That's okay.' 'Just....I missed you, you know.' 'I missed you too.' 'But so, so much, Dexter. There were so many things I wanted to talk to you about, and you weren't there-' 'same here.' 'I tell you what it is. It's.....When I didn't see you, I thought about you every day, I mean EVERY DAY in some way or another-' 'same here.' '-Even if it was just "I wish Dexter could see this" or "Where's Dexter now?" or "Christ that Dexter, what an idiot", you know what I mean, and seeing you today, well, I thought I'd got you back - my BEST friend. And now all this, the wedding, the baby- I'm so happy for you, Dex, but it feels like I've lost you again.'- -'You know what happens you have a family, your responsibilities change, you lose touch with people' 'It won't be l...

  I have learned "I found this on the Internet, . I did not write it, but I think worth reproducing here.... is attributed to me maybe all of us" I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them; I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back; I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I’ve learned that you can get by on charm, for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something; I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place. I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up. I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have ...

       I will constantly wake up in the middle of the night, feeling all lonely…and indeed… sorrow… I’d end up staring at the ceiling with thousands of words playing in my head… I could hear voices talking to me. Shouting at me. cursing me... Comforting me...for letting her go..I’ll be thinking of the past. Thinking of tomorrow. Thinking of next year. Thinking of my future No her future, her life And of course, thinking of myself . At that point of time, I feel like I can’t reach out for anyone. I feel like everyone is gone and no one is there to pull me out of this deep emptiness. I’m truly all alone, hunted by Loneliness. I hate it… but it loves me . Everybody matters me nothing but her.But in Utopia, those constant wake ups in middle of night and deep sorrow will have no place there, i wont hear any voice talking to me hard, shouting at me, cursing me... comforting me...but praise me..hail me..for having her with me,beside ...

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